vasárnap, augusztus 28, 2005
spin
"... and this pointless dance starts again..."
/from meat katie & erika higgins/
/from meat katie & erika higgins/
szombat, augusztus 27, 2005
walkin' along
majd elmúlik.
egyszer minden.
péntek, augusztus 26, 2005
tengerkék
minden könny egy átverés, fegyver, mellyel nem ellenkezhetsz.
minden könny egy sikoly, mely belülről a felszínre tör, felborzol.
sírj, hadd fájjon. hadd fájjon így.
így is gyönyörű vagy.
ne nézz tükörbe.
ne marjon, ereszd el. őrülj meg.
már nem is fáj.
hétfő, augusztus 22, 2005
csekdiszáut@hincz.hu
vasárnap, augusztus 21, 2005
from|staind
thanks for coming around to fuck up my day (tolerate)
such is life / so sad but true
kill everything / that’s close to you
such is life / so sad but true
kill everything / that’s close to you
try to decide what not to do (break)
try to explain my thoughtful words
try to explain my thoughtful words
fuck you, i piss on you all (painful)
i’m empty, addicted, pissed off and still afraid
i’m empty, addicted, pissed off and still afraid
of what you have left me to live in
this mess you’ve made (nameless)
i can't deal with this shit anymore, i just look away (mudshuvel)
rip and tear in my despair
i can't deal with this shit anymore, i just look away (mudshuvel)
rip and tear in my despair
agonizing over shit (self destruct)
the thoughts from my mind command my lips to say i hate you
(...)
the thoughts from my mind smell the stench as shit runs down my leg (four walls)
look at me / i'm so pathetici can't believe / i'm just an addicti never needed anyone to help me (me)
can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything (home)
all the demons in my head won't leave me
the thoughts from my mind command my lips to say i hate you
(...)
the thoughts from my mind smell the stench as shit runs down my leg (four walls)
look at me / i'm so pathetici can't believe / i'm just an addicti never needed anyone to help me (me)
can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything (home)
all the demons in my head won't leave me
i know, i can hear them (a flat)
and i'm eaten alive by what i hold inside (excess baggage)
and i'm eaten alive by what i hold inside (excess baggage)
that your daughters are porno stars
and your sons sell death to kids
you're so lost in your little worlds
your little worlds you'll never fix (open your eyes)
i try to breathe memories overtaking me (fade)
and i, i can't believe / i can't believe all the travesty
surrounding me, i, i want to flee / i want to flee
from everything in front of me! (can’t believe)
and fuck you! for not having the strength in your heart to pull through!
i've had doubts! i have failed!
i've fucked up! i've had plans!
doesn't mean i should take my life with my own hands (waste)
i just live for my tomorrow (take it)
the more you hurt the more you scream (price to play)
somebody shake me ’coz i
i must be sleeping (so far away)
what i need is to open up again
so never again will i look back in vain
'coz today's not the past,
i don't need to relive it
so never again will i look back in vain
'coz today's not the past,
i don't need to relive it
(...)
i've learned that this life's not just a game
just a line between the pleasures and the pain (fray)
just a line between the pleasures and the pain (fray)
no questions here / a quiet place where you hide from your fears (reality)
soon i'll disappear / disapper without a fucking trace
(...)
memories i never thought would fade / they fade and blow away
(...)
i wish that i could disappear / unzip my skin and leave it here
so i could be no one again / and never let nobody,
i'd let nobody / i'd never let nobody in (blow away)
so i could be no one again / and never let nobody,
i'd let nobody / i'd never let nobody in (blow away)
fuck you to the jaded and the fake
like to see what you would do
fuck you and the judgements you make
we're not all perfect just like you (intro)
like to see what you would do
fuck you and the judgements you make
we're not all perfect just like you (intro)
i've got some imperfections
but how can you collect them all
but how can you collect them all
and throw them in my face? (right here)
i already told you that falling is easy it’s getting back up that becomes the problem (falling)
so please don't be telling me it’s ok i don't buy all the shit that you say
and quite honestly i'm fucking sick of it (please)
sometimes the things i say in moments of disarray
succumbing to the games we play
to make sure that it's real (everything changes)
succumbing to the games we play
to make sure that it's real (everything changes)